Kinda a bad day!

I should be grateful of the things I do have but am feeling sorry for myself. My car has been broke down for about two weeks now. I'm really getting cabin fever and am having a hard time getting out of the house. I don't even want to go for a walk because I don't want to go by myself. I'm using my dads car but the battery's keep dieing and I forgot to put them on the charger. And most of all, I'm so in love with Ricky and miss him so much but can see him because he lives in another state.

To improve my mental state of mind, I have eaten. Guess I will take a nap to kill some time in my life and then maybe the car battery will be charged up by then.