Swimming

Mikala,  Dee Dee and I went swimming today at the public pool in Vinita. We got into the pool and it was kind of cool temperature and then I remembered that they had showers. So we had paid almost $10 to take hot showers which we could have did it home. So funny. We had a great time and good memories though.

My Husband

Talk about an awesome husband! What he sacrifice's for his family. I am so truly thankful for all that he does for us. I love you babe! Thank you for you being you!

Closet

Closet

It is time for me to go through my closet and clean it. I'd like to get all my outfits organized and on individual hangers. I'd also like to get my shoes gone through and donated. I probably have stuff that doesn't fit then that means to be donated. I just need to do it!

Here comes fall. Noticed the leaf's the other day in Mt. Erie. Can't wait to fire up the wood stove. Woot!

Kinda a bad day!

I should be grateful of the things I do have but am feeling sorry for myself. My car has been broke down for about two weeks now. I'm really getting cabin fever and am having a hard time getting out of the house. I don't even want to go for a walk because I don't want to go by myself. I'm using my dads car but the battery's keep dieing and I forgot to put them on the charger. And most of all, I'm so in love with Ricky and miss him so much but can see him because he lives in another state.

To improve my mental state of mind, I have eaten. Guess I will take a nap to kill some time in my life and then maybe the car battery will be charged up by then.

Reponsibilities & Duties

I manage a low income apartment complex. Some of my tenants have fallen behind in their rent and I had fallen behind in collecting it. One in particular was just over $1,000.00 dollars behind. I had to give him a 3 day notice. He has since then went to his church and asked a fellow believer to help him out. This kind man paid my tenants total amount due.

I wish I had kept better track as to not let this tenant get so far behind. I also wish that I had not stressed out so bad as to what this tenant would do. I am grateful that he is caught up and now I can show the owner that he has a zero balance.

I need to stay on task with my tenants. I am setting a goal of 6 months of keeping on task, on track so when I leave, I can do it with my head held up high and know I did the best I could.

Where did it all come from?

I have a bench seat the holds extra sheets and pillow cases. In preparation of moving, I thought I would see how much is in there and clean it out. OMGoodness! I am a hoarder! I cant believe how much stuff I had in there. And tons of other stuff besides sheets & pillow cases. Clothes, towels and wash clothes. This is just a little bench seat for two people and I have enough stuff in there for all the people that live in this city. Sheesh! So I need to go through it and decide what I want to keep for the house and for camping and for Good Will. Almost makes me want to dump it all and start all over with new stuff.

Then I start thinking, "that's just the bench seat!" I have so many other things or areas that need to be gone through and sorted. Oh my! Good thing I am starting early. I would be sooo over whelmed. Well if I do one small area at a time, by the time it comes to move, I should have a pretty good handle on the house as far as what needs to go where. I hope anyways.

Here is thinking positive! I truly cant wait for Ricky, the kids and I to be one family under one roof. I'm sooo excited. And because of this, it gives me inspiration to keep cleaning and sorting.

My Love!

Oh I'm sooo in love with this guy! I cant stop thinking about him. He takes my breath away. I wish we were together. I know good things to those who wait but its so hard. I love him so much! You can see the love and happiness on our faces. He rocks!

Circle

Life is funny. In high school there was this girl that was prom queen and so pretty. There were times I wished I was her. She posted something on my face book the other day that she wished she was me. Wow! Who would have thunk. Its like a story they make movies out of. The one of the most popular girls in school now wants to be in my shoes. Sad kinds too. I hope her life turns around and she finds love and happiness! Everybody deserves to be loved! Love like I feel with Ricky.

Ricky & I

I should have kept up on this blog but life happened and I wasn't stopping it. It was so positive I couldn't.

Back to Face book, I was reunited with my friend/sister in High School Sandi Jones and in turn her brother. My first boyfriend Ricky. We have rekindled our love and are planning on getting married next year. I'm so happy!

Ricky and I met in Portland on December 1st and then flew to Maui the next day. Everybody assumed we were just married because our love was so strong for each other and we must have had a certain glow about us. I know I could not stop smiling the whole trip.

This relationship has been like it was "just meant to be." It has been so positive and just makes sense. I have no questions about the "what if's." If Ricky leads me to water, I will drink. Man, I'm so in love with him.

Life is funny with the chapters. You never know what is on the next page. With him in my life, I don't even care. I just know this, this right here with him just feels so right. The love he has for me I just know everything is going to be okay. Evan if life throws me a curve ball now, as long as I have Ricky, I'm good!

I love you babe! Man you are HOT, HOT, HOT!